a loner


Could I say How much a loner I am ?
Sometimes,myself could not understand how much that I know my own self ?
The weirdness and the curiosity.
There are times when I know what I want ?
but there were lots of times when I dont even know what I need in my life.
my life basically the same.
the same routine,the same situation.the same problem
Since I was little,I mean maybe when I was high school student,
I always want something that can change my life 
 I just need someone that can be a partner of my life ?
when will the moment will comes over here.
Ive been waiting all these long.